I saw my APRN and am working through things. I was on a low dose of Latuda, and it simply may not have been therapeutic levels for me. We’ve increased the dosage, and two days later it seems to be helping. I’m also taking it with dinner instead of my bedtime snack. It’s supposed to be taken with food in order to be better absorbed by the body. I may not have been eating enough with the medication for it to be properly absorbed. Here’s hoping the combination of increased dosage and food intake will lead to resolution! I’m still feeling a bit scattered, but am better able to focus. I’m also not acting as impulsively, and am stopping myself from buying just to buy. I’ve still purchased a few things, but they’re school-related and serve a purpose; I was planning these purchases for some time.
I’m not depressed and I’m not hypo-manic (I don’t think), so that’s a good start.
In other news, I have an interview for a practicum position! It’s not with the prisons. They are really dragging their feet, and the deadline is fast approaching. If I don’t have a placement by the time classes start, I would have to drop the class, switch to part-time status, and wait until Fall to take Practicum. I’d lose a semester. Don’t want that! This interview is at the community college I used to attend prior to transferring to Saint Joe’s to complete my undergrad. My therapist told me that she has a colleague who works at a local community college just over the border in MA. That therapist sees all sorts of people, including many veterans with PTSD, or people who went to prison, who are trying to rebuild their lives. It then occurred to me that people who go to community colleges tend to be different than those attending regular 4-year liberal arts schools. Many are starting over in some way after major life changes or crises, or are in the midst of those events. I also enjoy helping people discover what they want to be when they grow up, and then figuring out how to get there. I’ll be able to do that working at the community college counseling center. A position there isn’t certain, but my contact graduated from my same program at Saint Joe’s in ’06 and is really excited to meet with me, so it’s promising!
Here is the current plan: if nothing changes between now and Wednesday when we meet, I’ll accept a practicum placement there if offered. I can always continue to try to get an internship in one of the prisons, but since Internship I isn’t until the Fall semester, that buys me more time to work with them. This way I have an interesting placement and can stay on schedule and on track to graduate next year.
That is important!