Refocusing

July 22, 2010

I have now been out of school for just over two months and, as you know, have been very relaxed.  This has been as beneficial as I thought it might be.

Two days ago I finally figured out how I want to handle graduate school after I get my B.A. this December.  I’m going to start out by entering the Community Counseling M.A. program at SJC in the Spring.  I’m also going to explore John Jay College’s Forensic Psychology program in greater depth.  I want to take some time to decide if it’s right for me rather than just blindly jumping in.  Right now, though, time is in short supply.  As I’m mainly interested in psychopathology and there’s no shortage of that in the community counseling field, starting a graduate program in this area in the meantime makes sense.  Besides, I haven’t taken any forensics classes yet.  It may be that I don’t like it after all.  I’ll know better after this final semester during which I’m taking a Forensic Psychology course and a Criminal Justice and Mental Health course.  If I decide that I like forensics, and John Jay seems like a good fit, I’ll transfer to their M.A. and doctorate programs.  Otherwise I’ll get my M.A. at SJC, then go to University of Hartford for my Psy.D., which is conveniently located about a mile or two down the road from SJC.

In related news, enough time has passed that I have picked up my psych magazines and journals, reading them for pleasure instead of for the compulsory self-torture involved in coursework.  I’m actually enjoying most of it.  I’m making myself read some research articles that I’m not particularly interested because, like it or not, it’s part of my future career.  Mostly, though, I’m indulging in articles and topics of personal interest.  It makes me feel very professional every time I open one of the journals or magazines.  Although I’m 39, I rarely feel very grown-up, but I do when I read them.  This is perhaps why I don’t read them as often as I should. ;)

Despite all of this, I’m still relaxing and appreciating the world around me.

Categories: College Life, Creativity Expressed, Random Thoughts.

Valley View

July 21, 2010

It’s not an exciting view, but it is a lovely one.  How could I be anything but serene while looking at it?

Categories: Creativity Expressed, Random Thoughts.

Afternoon Outing

July 21, 2010

Today, for no particular reason (as Gump might have said), I brought Randy to Bartholomew’s Cobble.  The Cobble is made up of trails through the forest, along a river, or up hills.  Though it’s only one small town away, Randy had never been there before.  So when Randy asked me if I wanted to go for a walk this afternoon, I suggested Hurlburt’s Hill (HH) in the Cobble.  Off we went.

It’s a couple of  miles to the top of HH, through forest and fields.  The last bit is fairly steep and cuts through shoulder-high grasses.  By the time I got to the wooden memorial benches on the summit, I was convinced they were going to have to put another there in my name.  It’s really not that strenuous a walk if you’re in shape, but I spent a great deal of the past year laid up with back problems, so it took a lot out of me.  My back hurts now, of course, but it was well worth it.  I was able to watch the season finale of Jillian Michaels’ “Losing It” with a sense of righteousness: I got off my butt today.  In fact, I tweeted JM to tell her what I’d done, and dedicated the climb to her.  I realize she doesn’t care, but I did it anyway.  It made me laugh.

The view from the summit is gorgeous, although it was a little hazy today.  Still, you’ll be seeing photos from the hike here.  It’s always been a favorite spot of mine.  When I was younger it was my go-to spot when I was hurting or angry.  By the time I got to the top, the angry energy had been burned off.  The lovely pastoral view awaiting me would finish off the last of the negativity, leaving me with a sense of peace.  If I was troubled, I would find the answers I sought.  I had no problems to sift through today, however.  Today’s visit was for the pleasure of it.  I’ve been writing a lot lately about reconnecting with my past.  My family and I would walk the trails or hike to the top of HH in the summer, where we’d picnic.  Today’s outing was another step in my journey to reconnect to the good things from my past.

I was rewarded with wildlife.  As in… insects.  Next time I’ll remember bug spray.  There were also lots of birds and squirrels of course.  The real treat was the baby skunk who loitered on the only path through the tall grass.  We came across her as we were walking back down the hill.  As she kept running along the path rather than retreating into the grass, it became obvious that I was going to have to find a way around her.  I am not fond of tomatoes, or tomato juice, and I certainly wasn’t interested in bathing in the stuff because a skunk sprayed me.  In the end I spoke softly and soothingly.  She would occasionally stop, back up to the grass, and watch me fearfully.  I waited for this to happen again, and then slowly walked around her with my back to her in a non-aggressive manner so she could see that I didn’t pose a threat.  She let me by.  Randy cautiously followed my lead and, though he does like tomatoes, he also wasn’t keen to bathe in them, and he was equally grateful therefore to get past the baby skunk without incident.  Shortly after we passed her by, she waddled into the grass.  So she was just stubbornly standing his ground with us.  Bravo to her I say!

It was a great afternoon, and we’ll go back to the Cobble next Tuesday when Randy has time off again, assuming the weather permits.  We’ve got more trails to explore, more wildlife to see and…

…more bugs to feed.

Categories: Creativity Expressed, Random Thoughts.

Let the Good Times Roll

July 19, 2010

A lot of fun things have been going on lately:

~ I’ve downloaded Boggle and have been playing against the computer.  I used to love this game, but sadly Randy isn’t very good at it so I haven’t played in a very long time.  That isn’t the only game I’ve been playing, though.  When the power went out the other night due to storms, he and I played Yahtzee.  I won 2 out of 3 games, but that was just blind luck.  Naturally I called an end to the games before he had a chance to catch up and beat me…

~ I had a transcontinental movie date last night with Leah.  “What is a transcontinental movie date?” you may be asking yourself.  She and I watched the same movie (“Eclipse”) at the same time.  I went to a late show, while she went to an evening show; we were watching simultaneously.  I know it sounds silly, but it was fun.  How else are you going to watch a movie with a friend who lives on the opposite coast?  We talked on the phone for about an hour and a half afterward, about the movie, and life in general.  It was the first time we’d spoken anywhere other than online.  It was pretty awesome!

~ I’m going to Atlantic City next week with another friend I met through the internet, Emily.  We’ll be gone for a couple of days, and I can’t wait!  We may be spending a day in Cape May with Dustin, which is pretty cool.  I hung out with both of them in Manhattan for a day last year, along with our friend Becky who happened to be visiting Emily at the time.  I’m so excited!  I just wish Becky could be with us again.  Maybe next year, eh Becky?

~ I’ve been slowly cleaning and organizing my house.  While this definitely does not qualify as a fun activity, the results are soothing, so it’s a win.

All in all, life’s not too shabby at the moment.

Categories: Home Improvement, My Viewing Pleasure, Random Thoughts.

The Cold Ones, and the Warm Ones

July 16, 2010

I went to the movies lately (Eclipse, in case you’re wondering) and the theater was so freezing that, despite the heat wave, Randy and I had to turn the heat on in the truck afterward in order to thaw out!  I imagine that’s what it feels like to be surrounded by affectionate vampires who hug you all night.  You’ll understand that if you’ve read the Twilight books.  If you haven’t, well, the vampires are very cold.  My only other complaint is that there were some vocal Team Jacob girls sitting nearby who made loud comments.  It is a sign of my growing maturity (and hunger) that I did not throw my bag of popcorn at them.

I mentioned Randy just now.  Yesterday was his birthday, and our 17th anniversary as a couple.  I love him more now than I did then.  You’d think I’d be a little bored, but I’m not.  It’s amazing when you finally find that person with whom you can fall more deeply in love as time goes by, rather than out of it.  I try never to take him for granted, to let him know how very much he means to me.  There are always the daily little irritants that living with someone brings: socks left on the floor, lights or television left on in an uninhabited room, failure to wipe down the counters after making supper.  But he helps with the laundry, shuts things off when I remind him, and he cooks that meal, meaning that I don’t have to; I am perfectly capable of wiping down those counters myself.  He helps me in a myriad of ways, both large and small, and makes my life fuller and richer by his existence.  We are not exactly alike, nor are we polar opposites; we complement one another.  I can be as silly or as grouchy as I feel on any given day, and he rolls with it.  He brings me flowers and calls during the day for no other reason than to let me know he loves me.  He never complains, and lets me have the remote control whenever I want it.

I’m a very lucky woman.

If you’re reading this, I wish that you may have the sort of loving relationship in which you respect and fulfill each other, whose love grows daily and that does not merely stand the test of time, but thrives upon it.

And that you can share the television remote.

Categories: Creativity Expressed, My Viewing Pleasure, Random Thoughts.

Open to Life

July 11, 2010

I don’t have much to say other than, despite my troubles, I feel really good.

Categories: Creativity Expressed, Random Thoughts.

Tell Me A Tale

July 7, 2010

Sit and rest a spell.  Where are you going, traveler?

Categories: Creativity Expressed, Random Thoughts.

Prismatic

July 6, 2010

How can anyone with rainbows in her eyes look so grumpy?

Categories: Creativity Expressed, Random Thoughts.

Pullin’ Weeds, Pickin’ Stones

July 5, 2010

My mother continues to work on my flower beds and, for the most part, they are weeded.  I say “for the most part” because while on the surface it looks like it’s weeded, there’s a lot more lurking under the surface.  Though she went after those weeds with a pitchfork like the devil goes after souls, we know that the grass has thoroughly established itself throughout the front beds.  She has pulled almost everything out from there and will probably spray with Round Up before putting everything back.  Then we’ll plant more either this year or next, and mulch towards the end of the summer instead.  Thankfully the flower bed on the side of the house was in much better shape.  It’s been weeded and edged, and will soon be mulched.  There will be more to add and more to prune, but overall it’s in pretty good shape.

There’s not much else going on at the moment, so I guess that’s all I’ll bore you with for now.  I’ll leave you with a view from a short walk Randy and I took yesterday…

Categories: Creativity Expressed, Home Improvement, Random Thoughts.

Amber Waves of Grain

July 4, 2010

Categories: Random Thoughts.

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